as life moves on...

When i was younger, on some level i always knew exactly what i wanted in life. little did i know that what i thought that i wanted, wasn't exactly my choice. it was my conventional  surroundings that influenced me into believing that following a certain pattern, or rather the usual pattern , is the most fulfilling way of living life. so while i grew up i tried my level best to maintain " the acceptable way " of living. it was hard, very very hard. i just kept drifting away. i felt caged and was suffocating under the pretext of the conventional "rights and wrongs". but today is a beautiful day. today is an amazingly beautiful day, because I'm at peace with the realization that I'm not one of the masses. for me there are no right and wrongs. in my world only absolute rights and absolute wrongs exist. for example, to hurt someones feelings or to abuse a woman are all absolute wrongs. kindness, generosity , respect and politeness are absolute rights. it all goes back to our roots. remember what you were taught in kindergarten... how to be polite, how to help others , how to say your thank you's and welcomes... that's how simple life actually is. all we need to do is try and re-learn whatever we did when we were toddlers. the rest of it will automatically fall in place. as of now i still don't know what exactly i want to do with my life. but the funny part is i know exactly what i don't want to become. my success as of now is the discovery of the fact that I'm among one of those blessed few with love and kindness in her heart. simplicity and sincerity bring a tear to my eye. now that my friends, is true happiness.